Evidence of the Fallen Nature of My Mind
Thursday, February 28th, 2008Kudos to those of you who also memorized “The Jabberwocky” by Lewis Carroll in 7th grade.
For some reason, I can remember that poem in its entirety, even though it has served no useful purpose in my life other than completing the poem memorizing assignment in 7th grade English class, and giving me a source of fun and odd words for various occasions.
So I have to ask myself, why I am able to remember this nonsense poem with apparent ease when I struggle with memorizing God’s Word? What better to memorize than the Living Word of God, His Scripture, our Sword of the Spirit? Even verses I know I knew, seem hazy and distant. I find it must be a constant effort and application on my part to fill my mind with those Words of Life.
Not so with more inane info and tidbits. Again from 7th grade, I can recite, in alphabetical order no less, all the prepositions. As well as all 18 forms of the verb ‘to be’. Now, in defense of my 7th grade teacher, those did actually come in handy for me while I was in language school and had to diagram sentences in other languages (with a loose translation to help me).
While we still lived in the States, our kids greatly enjoyed being part of an AWANA program. Although they truly did learn those verses then, I think they would be hard pressed to pull them out for you on demand now. We are working with the kids, and ourselves as well on memorizing Scripture together. To train our minds to absorb God’s Word.
Surely the ablility to retain obscure movie quotes, commercial jingles and useless facts such a what the first product marketed by Sony was, while at the same time struggling to have Bible verses at my recall is absolute proof that my mind is fallen and my heart is desparately wicked!
Now that we are studying Thai, I wish I could push out some of that old stuff to make room for the new. Some words I just have a mental block with. You think that after a year and a half I would have a handle on the difference between salt (gleua) and afraid (glua).
No thank you, I do not want to eat that, it is salty
Not the same as:
No thank you, I do not want to eat that, it is scary
Ok, either one of those could work when presented with this as a snack.
Look! There is a bag of little fried larvae ready for you to buy and snack on too.
Perhaps it is because, at heart I am lazy. I use a computer program to act as my concordance and help me find verses, I just cannot remember where they are. Perhaps, if I am honest, it is not important enough to me. Maybe I have lived such an easy life, that I take for granted having ‘helps’ available to me, having Scripture available to me.
Eeek, more evidence of my sinful nature.
But God is good and faithful, even when I am not.
2 Timothy 2:13 “If we are faithless, He remains faithful. He cannot deny himself.”
And I can take comfort in His words to Moses.
Exodus 4: 11-12 “So the LORD said to him, ‘Who has made man’s mouth? Or who makes the mute, the deaf, the seeing, or the blind? Have not I, the LORD? Now therefore go, and I will be with your mouth and teach you what you shall say.’ ”
Thank you Lord for using me, a sinful woman who too often seeks her own way, but a redeemed saint whom the LORD can use for His purposes, in His way and allows, encouraged and indeed, enables me to renew my mind each day through Christ.



